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| 06:34pm 30/05/2004 |
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Well most of u probubly dont remember who i am and thats cuz i havent updated this thing for god only knos how long so because Jax said she would kill me i am updating my journal for her so most of u may not understand whats in here cuz they r going to be mostly inside jokes between me and Jax so here we go this one goes to Jax Jax dont u wish u had the desire and the strenth to take on Johnson cuz shes got it down or up how ever u look at it which leads me into another subject shes english and when in england do as the englanders do drive on the other side of the road but as u might find out that is not such a wise thing to do here just ask Nicole since she practicly peed her self while sitting on Jonas lap cuz i was dring on the other side of the road now come on like u can honestly say u never drove on the other side of the road well i watched Gangs of NY last nite for the 1st time and i must say it is quite a good movie i liked it and i wish i had a kool name like William Cutting or Bill the Buthcher now come on that is a kool name/nickname and i would love to be Mr. William Cutting yeah thats rite well went to a party at Raches yesterday and Jax IM QUITTING if u dont kno what that means sry but i am going to try so no more and there is Mafia nite at Marias so im looking forward to that well i guess thats about all that there is to say Jax i am looking forward to ur return home love ya hun later |
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| 10:49pm 28/04/2004 |
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I have decided after minutes of deliberation that i well somday form my own country and i still have no idea what i will call it but after i have this country i will appoint JD and my self the rulers and my 1st proclimation would be that no one could over throw us cuz its my country and that just wouldnt be fun and then my second proclimation would be that no one could hang signs in other peoples appartments with out written consent from either JD or myself and i would also make Great Mafia bosses like John O'Harrow and Jordan Yarwood our goods and every nite when John would tell us to go to sleep we would pray and hope that what ever Jordan is doing he is not stabing us in the back cuz Jordan is good Mafia player and an great lier which scares me but thats ok he is still a god to me and that would be my country this is the paper that JD should have written |
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| 10:03pm 21/04/2004 |
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mood:  exhausted music: Something on the radio
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Well it has been a long time and if i get any comments about the fact that its been a long time heads will role and i can promise that ok well not really but thats ok i guess well i am so tired i think i might have insomnia but i dont kno if any one knows of any insomnia self help web sites please tell me so i can check it out cuz I NEED SLEEP REALLY BAD and Jax if u read this so help me god u had better be in WC tomarow and i mean that cuz if i have to eat my granola bar alone again ill have to go home and cry my self to sleep ok well i dont sleep much so just kinda assume the fetal position and suck my thumb and cry till my alarm clock goes off but thats just cuz i love and miss u Jax ok well nothing is really going on so im just going to go yeah later |
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| This is for Jax |
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| 09:56pm 06/04/2004 |
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mood:  angry
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I am Jacks unrelenting fury I am Jacks every anger and foul thought made flesh I am everything Jack needs to live and yet everything he wishes he wasnt I am Jacks mindless droning I am Jacks will to hate I am Jacks internal blackness I am Jacks blinded rage I am everything he wishes he could be I do everything he can only dream of I am Jax poisoned mind |
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| YAY im happy |
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| 10:41pm 27/03/2004 |
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mood:  amused
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Ok today was a much better day than i had planed i thought it was going to be a drag cuz i had to watch seans dogs and stuff so i couldnt really go anywhere so i thought today was going to suck but low and behold i actually found one of my danceing irish lesbians and i am so happy wow i never thought id c her again well at least not till distrits next year and there she was in the chorus of SCHOOL HOUSE ROCK at Westmont wow i have had my share of good luck but this just tops it off i cant believe i saw her there ok well that was the best thing that happend in my day and i kno ur thinking Marko ur such an idiot i cant believe ud write and entire journal entry about this girl and u kno what i have to say to u HA u silly mortal that is because u dont comprehend the emense visual pleasures u can ascertain from viewing 2 girls roling on the floor in skirts and then getting up and daceing an Irish jig so to those of u who have not yet been enlightend i pitty u as for me well im just lucky i guess hehe later |
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| Bored out of my mind |
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| 09:55am 25/03/2004 |
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mood:  lethargic music: Let The Bodies Hit The Floor
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Well im in the library and its 2nd period and i am so bored im here with Maria and we r just hanging out i got to check out Marias bands website and i highly recomend it the address is www.afterthemath.5u.com so if u have some time to kill and it comes down to shooting ur self in the foot or going to this site please go to that site thanx well other than that nothing is really happening so i guess ill go later love u missy |
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| Wow my life is fun |
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| 09:24pm 22/03/2004 |
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mood:  tired music: Phantom Of The Opera
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Well my weekend was pretty good i mean i got to hang out with Maria,Doug,Matt,Anne,Berta,Tommy and i havent hung out with them for a long time so that was nice and i spent practicly the whole weekend with Missy and that was great well i would just like to throw out a public service announcment Beths house is possesed by the Devil and her doors open by them selves and her cloths walk around and talk and her house makes noises and trys to talk to u so beware and if u feel like dieing then u should go to Beths and hang out cuz u will die its a good time and i highly recomend it yay anyway today at school i like totally fell off the stage just stped rite off it and like died o man just shoot me in the foot ok i just wanted to say Rach u r more beautiful then the stars in the sky and Missy i wish i could freeze the moments we spend togeather LOL o well have fun with that my Jesterwhore hehe love u Missy later on u guys |
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| My jesterwhore amuses me among other things |
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| 07:56pm 16/03/2004 |
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mood:  amused music: Bring Sally Up-Gond In 60 Seconds
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O my i luv bonding with my jesterwhore now u may ask what the hell does he mean bond hmmmmmmmm it means exactly what u want it to mean well i just hate it when my jesterwhore burts that just truns me on i mean pisses me off yeah thats it well any way i just have to say that everyone should have their own jesterwhore just so u can c them fight with the manikin wow now thats good times and after a good hard race u just want to fall bak and say o my god that was great we should do that again really really soon holy sexual conitations o well that life i guess well i love u guys later |
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| 04:34pm 15/03/2004 |
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mood:  pissed off music: Ill Eat U Alive
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Ok Doug u bitch there r just somethings that u just dont do and what u did thats one of them u dumbass fuck u ok we r ur friends ok u dont lie to us i thought we had this talk already ok u dont look someone in the eye and lie to them when u dont need to Jesus Christ how many more people could have pissed off today fucker Doug u dont look me in the eye and lie to me that pisses me off JC im pissed u wana lie about a fight fine but u dont lie to us wer more than ur friends wer ur family and u dont lie to family yano what i fucking humor u u wana fuckhead fine then u can fight me and u wont have to lie about this one hey Doug U GO TO HELL |
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| O man i hate it when nothing really happnes |
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| 08:32pm 12/03/2004 |
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mood:  exhausted music: 99 Red Balloons
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Well not much has happend but i guess stuff always happens but i wont bore u with all the boring details so any way on Wens i got into a fight with Seth and i think he might have broke my nose but thats ok ill live and im finding out that i have maybe not friends but people that have my bak that i didnt think did so i just wanted to say thanx to em especialy but yeah doug got into a fight today and he totally kicked Scottys ass u go man u killed him im so proud of u from now on u dont have to take any shit from me anymore u r incredable so not its just Matt its up to u man good luck man o well o and just as a public service anoucement when Josh C says maybe all that really is is no he just feels bad saying it so just beware of that that basterd o well what u gona do well tomarow im going to rehearsal and maybe after that ill go get my nose xrayed yay what fun but after all that there is prob a party at my house cuz my house is the happen place to be so rite well love u guys later on |
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| Still at school once again i love it |
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| 03:09pm 08/03/2004 |
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mood:  hot music: Theres No Business Like Show Business
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Ok so im at school again and i have been running a around for like 20 mins so yeah im here to audition for Luck Be A Lady Tonite and im going to get it cuz im the best o yeah so ok it is now a war Jax ur a dead girl u have started something that u cant win now its on and u will pay i will make u suffer and i mean that well i have tons of hw to do but i think im not going to do it again matt is here and he is watching me type in my journal ok well there was something else i wanted to say but i cant remember what it is so nm ok well later love u guys and u missy love u and miss u later on |
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| My how time flies |
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| 08:47pm 07/03/2004 |
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mood:  confused music: Ghost ship sound
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Well today was a rather fun weekend the time went to quickly but o well there is nothing i can do about that so i went to c Footloose and that was good and My Fair Lady which was also very good JD man i miss u we r going to hang out tho maybe this weekend we shall c but then i had missy over sat and thats always a nice treat missy i love u ur the best so i was supposed to do my hw but i didnt cuz i didnt understand it and so now it put me in a confuzed mood so ok well i guess im going to go and plan this weekend and try to do some of my hw so later love u guys and u missy love u and miss u later |
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| 03:27pm 06/03/2004 |
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mood:  predatory music: Somewhere over the Rainbow-Me 1st and the Gimme Gimmies
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Well yesterday was a deligtful evening i went to c FOOTLOOSE at CM out there in gods half mile gezzzzzz theres 2 smells cow and paper mill hmmmmmmm which would u choose i wonder any way the play was good but Ren lookd like Merry from LOTR and i mean it o well alot of my friends were there altho they didnt get there till the show had already started so they had to wait out side LOL im sry thats not funny well actually it kinda is any way anne berta be nice to ur mom gezzzzzz some peoples kids o well this journal entry is dedicated to rach cuz she is like to only person who would yell at me for not updating my journal ooooo and one other thing i actually met someone that greats people by saying howdy my dear lord these r sad times indeed ok well love u guys love and miss u missy later |
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| Auh sweet sweet revenge |
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| 12:20pm 04/03/2004 |
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MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Jax revenge is mine but now i supose we r even so i guess that we dont have to try to leave each other in wc anymore so thats a + in my book i love ya girl and ill tell u what hanging out w/u is like seriously one of like the greatest things i can ever do dont forget to get that swimsuit for states and im going on the road trip and i cant wait this will be so much fun o well moms yelling at me to do my hw for like 9 days ago so ill c u later love ya bye |
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| i freaking LOVE FORENSICS |
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| 08:52pm 03/03/2004 |
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Ok my day couldnt have been any better well i take that bak it could have been better i could have had missy thus it would have been better but any way my day kicked ass i was one of the freaking best days of my life and i dont care that i didnt make it to states in fact im glad i didnt can u say ROAD TRIP hell yeah i kno i can omg if ur not in forensics u should be freaking great times ok id sit here and tell u all the great sutff that happend in detail but that would take for ever so if u want to kno that details ask me about it ok heres what was great
"Exposing" Jax THE DANCING IRISH LESBIANS (freaking rite) Talk with "John" Talk with Mrs Glass Not making states The "Dirty Talk" Sitting on a couch talking to some of my best friends and kids i just met Freaking out on the "Drum Kid" Trying to find out who "C2" was DANCING IRISH LESBIANS o wait did i say that already o well it was that great
o my let the good times role i love u guys so much i cant wait till the states road trip i would not miss that for the world alrite well i love u guys and i miss u guys already later |
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| 06:32pm 02/03/2004 |
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Ok now im mad i mean come on i already did better than i thought i would in forensics and now i lose my voice and get sick im pissed gezzzz i did better than anyone expected me to do and i get sick man i hate that if i dont have my voice bak by tomarow im going to find it when it comes bak and kick its ass it is so dead if its not with me tomarow and i mean that u hear that voice ur dead meat unless u show up on time tomarow ok so yeah semifinals tomarow and my voice better be ready cuz i dont want to hurt it and use it when its not ready but i will yeah thats rite and dont u think i wont so u kno what good luck to all my team mems i love u guys and i wish u all the best of luck tomarow is our day and tomarow we will kick ass cuz we r the best alrite well enough with the motivational speach well thats all for now so ill c u guys later love u guys love u missy and i miss u |
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| O yeah made it to 2nd day of districts |
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| 08:59pm 01/03/2004 |
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Today was the 1st day of districts and i dont want to brag but i kicked ass o was so good but yeah and i was scared cuz i had the all powerful phil kid in my room and i was so better than him o yeah so am i excited kinda well we played moose and i must say it was one of the better games and i did not lose i am a god we played durg dealer and they waited for me to explain it cuz i am JC i amd the lord almighty u mortals c me a quiver alrite well if i wasnt so tired id write more but it was a very funny day with things that im to tired to remember if u wana kno the funny stuff ask me well love u guys love and miss u missy later |
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| 10:47pm 28/02/2004 |
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Ok well this entry will have to make up for the last couple of days alrite so i have new life goals i wish to move to the Amazon and become a cannibal and hunt people for food yum that would be exciting i read somwhere that there r no more tribes that hunt people for the soul perpose of food so at 1st i was like so what other reason is there to hunt a person and that was kinda obvious head shrinking but i want to go there start a new tribe and become cannibals and hunt people for food cuz its a dieing tradition and so i will help it start bak up again and im excited ok so i had a party today but ill get to that later but i also went bowling yesterday and that was great fun we walked into that bowling alley and it was like i was a movie star if there were 2 people standing there one of them knew who i was they knew me from every where form church school neighbors friends every where every single person somehow knew who i was it was incredable im like the proticle son but anyway sean and i got picked up by a couple of portage girls lol and sean could not get over it seans just like well usually i talk to the person and then i give them my # and my sn but she just walked up to me to get my sn and # whats that all about and im just like sean sean sean u poor niave fool uve never been picked up by a girl before have u but he was amazed by the whole thing just couldnt believe it happend like that but yeah then we bowled and heavens i was good my 1st game 126 freakin rite that is my best score ever im so proud of my self yay so then shorty showed up and decided that he was too kool to bowl with us so he didnt that jerk o well he took one bowl and thats all he needed got a strike on his 1st try grrrrrrr y i otta yeah so i beat BTS GB and Fall the 1st game then Fall and me beat BTS and GB the second game then we went bak to seans to hang out and that was good times so the party tonite was kinda like a couples party altho it wasnt supposed to be but i mean there was Marko/Missy Tommy/Berta Matt/Anne Josh/Beth Jordan/Krista so it was kida like a couples nite too but thats ok other included Maria Mitch Rosella Sean Rach Allison and im pretty sure thats it but it was a good time it was a bash for Marias B-day we got her a dvd player and a dvd to watch yay im excited to go down there and watch a dvd hehe ok so i guess thats i but i found a new way to hurt my self and it leaves a really kool mark if u want to kno what it is ask me about it alrite well as usual i love u guys and miss u especially u missy i love and miss u the most well later |
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| 02:53pm 26/02/2004 |
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Well as u guessed im still at school but today was an over all good day lunch was great and fall is up to 5 if u dont kno ask and ull understand it then so today kevin was a cat and he looked fantastic hehe ok well today was a good day i mean it had to be i saw missy so that makes it a great day but like there was no one in jazz rock so that was gay but becca wasnt there so YAY o oops o well and i think i pissed mitch off and i feel bad now sometime tonite ill tell u y she is pissed and the theory that pissed her off so other than that it was a good day i got in trouble again in world cultures for talking to jax so yeah me and indy r trading emails now yay its kinda fun so ok this is getting boring so im out later love u guys and u missy love u buch and miss u |
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| i hope a nuclear war head explodes in Ohio and every one dies |
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| 10:11pm 24/02/2004 |
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Yano today was an ok day untill i had a run in with my moms best friend in Ohio i am sick and tired of her bullshit ok just leave me the fuck alone ok i am never ever going out to ur house ever again cuz all i do is cause trouble and get in trouble and im tired of it dont ever ask me to come down ther dont ever ask to hang out with me just leave me alone cuz i dont like u all u do is make fun of me and tell me how wrong i am cuz im a guy and bullshit like that im done i wash my hands of u i am no longer ur friend dont call talk look at me ever again i cant stand any of u but lizz so just bak the fuck off |
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